I m helpless,my parents r forcing me 4 sagai,marriage,26july1989.11am… in lovefrom 5years,?

maine bachpan se hi mere parents me fighting dekhi hai,mere dad bahuthi zyada gussailehai, mai ek ladke se bahut pyar karti hoon 5 saal se.zabardasti mere parents kahin aur sagaii karvarahe hai;plz meri help karo,mai bahut pareshaan hoonmnai baagh kar shaadi nahi karna chahati,mere pita ne mujhe bahut taklif dete hain,mere do bade bhai bhi hai, ve bhi bahut, marte hai,meri padai bhi choot gai,meri sahet bhi bahut kharab hai,leucoorhea ki problem ,jo thik hi nahi ho rahi